February 2012
8 posts
As much as I find planning annoying, after today, I think I should really stick to it…
Badminton is a real sport.
热闹过后 夜深人静 17岁了 还是想先哭一场 有些情绪 该怎么发泄 离长大又近了一步 谢谢那些总是爱我关心我的人
那些我想说的 又不知从何开口的话
Another year, so much has changed. I was joking about how it is now a group of different people. Time flies by. Glad everything is falling into places. This week I have been happy, I am so excited for Saturday… How long have I been waiting for this? hehe.
原来如此 这是什么 谁都不能抱怨的 中招了 我靠 心不受控制 忠言逆耳 算
Today was a great day! It is a Friday, 4.0 GPA, got home, changed into my comfy old uniform from Shenzhen, ate KFC fried chicken, watched an epic NBA game (Laker vs. New York), Jeremy Lin, you are the beast! <3 HAHHAHA I was so excited that my face turned all red. hahha And things are going the way I want them to be, tubbing, Bellevue Square tomorrow! My efforts paid off! HAHAHA,...
Why do I always say thing that I will regret it later on..?
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Final is over.
Finally, these past two weeks was so stressful. It is also kinda weird that the courses I really had to worry about was my eletive and precal. All these years that I did not have to worry about math… LOL. I would be so freaking happy if I can get an A in pre cal, all those retakes, please…. And pushing myself into taking economics for elective can be a bad choice if the grade turns out...
January 2012
11 posts
This whole week, I have been waking up to pre cal, and going to sleep thinking about pre cal. But the final part 1 today was horrible. I am slowly turned into the type of person that gets so frustrated after knowing my grade isn’t where I want it to be, or I know I did bad on the test… This grading scale is making me crazy, and the absence of my teacher made everything 10times worse,...
Girl’s sixth sense won’t lie.
Anonymous asked: if by "old people" you mean your parents haha yes but remember they always love you no matter what, and friends are friends and everyone has their own life. don't try to change you just have fun when you can and stay cool and never be afraid to say "sorry" mostly when you know you are the wrong. don't worry, be happy
郁闷到一种程度 却不知道可以跟谁发泄 悲哀的终极也不过如此吧… There is no one I can tell how I feel anymore. The old people are living their lives, I don’t know how to interrupt w/o bringing them troubles; with the new people, they all have their goals set up in life and may be busy… Who can I go to ? Sigh… One thing I really hate about myself, even if I regret something, and I might be able to...
Facebook timeline brought back some memories since it’s so easy to just go back to last year’s posts. Not sure if that’s a good thing. 可能潜意识里 我早已经知道我们的友谊一定会淡，但并不知道会是这样的走到结束。我知道如果有机会再次见到你，我只会逃避，即便我想念，但是单方面的，何必呢，既然你活得开心，那就是作为前好朋友最好的祝福嘛..”EX-GOOD FRIEND”, what a funny term though. Maybe now I understand why people try to deactivate their facebook account. I want to try...
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Speaking Chinese for 20 seconds in front of the whole school, haha that was cool. I haven’t done it for like couple years now, remember back then, I did broadcasting and giving speech to the school, too bad, I can’t do it with English. sigh… It’s hard to tell someone the thing I like to do is actually quite impossible right now.
I find it very annoying when someone asks to work with me when all they are gonna do is taking advantage of my work… That’s not team work bro. Are you kidding me ? Honestly, did you even read the book? Are you bored out of your mind, now you finally find homework interesting… Also, when people act like they really know how I feel, and express my feeling for me.
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Spent three hours talking to my best friend and it still feels like the call could’ve been longer! It’s been 11 years, haha, words aren’t enough to express my appreciation for you, take care la and study very hard kay? The world isn’t the same place it was couple years ago, people are getting so much more complicated, things aren’t as pure as they seem… There...
December 2011
9 posts
Sometimes, someone is still going to get mad at you for being honest.
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Catching up with Thao like the good old days, I miss sophomore year, where people seemed less complicated. It was relaxing being able to vent/chat with someone that will not judge me for my words. And getting an idea of what’s going on in her life… Although people always end up changing (including myself), things are not the same anymore, I hope our friendship will stay solid for a...
SUPER JUNIOR FIGHTING.
I have a bad temper, I need to learn to control it. I know that. But this is an exception. 我脾气不好 好像EQ不怎么高 我要控制情绪 唯独这个时候 你TM 挑战是多少人拥护的偶像 不可接受！当然怒气过后 冷静会take place, 骂了 打了 也叫了， 最后懂的人 自然会懂 不想懂的人 少不了吹毛求疵 只为做好自己 爱我所爱 真相总有浮出水面的一天 仍然是那句话 懂的人 自然会懂 Super Junior 生气了，ELFs 生气了，只想说一句，我们和你们同在！
The differences.
When I was in China, I can go anywhere I want as long as my mom can find me through the phone, I probably don’t even need to tell her where am I going.. And now I am in the US, I will have to answer my step dad the 5 questions, (Where am I going, how am I getting there, how am I getting back, when am I going, and when am I coming back)… Which I am okay with, it’s just all...
My teeth hurt.
Sometimes… I just don’t understand why am I so nice to you… Wow… If it was someone else, I would be so pissed when that happens; if it was someone else, I probably wouldn’t spend my time to write everything out.. You should feel lucky stupid.
I don’t think people understand why do I miss being in Choir so much… I don’t think myself even understand why do I always get that warm feeling when I think of the cafeteria of Cascade… I am not expecting this because I would always complained about Cascade. I’ve read many times that you don’t learn how much something means to you until you lose it, but I...
November 2011
5 posts
I really really don’t like it when people just go around and post funny pictures of you… It’s already rude that I told you not to take it but you still insisted, now you are trying to spread the world? It might be funny to you, but it sure isn’t to me. That was really nice of you. I know it might not sounds like a big deal, but it’s a pet peeve for me I think?…...
Girls
Our moods change so easily. One piece of nice clothing or one text is already enough to put a big smile on our faces; however, another text from that special someone is powerful enough to take the happiness away. It’s always clearer when I am not the one who’s experiencing the mood changing… But I am pretty sure I would do the same thing…大起大落 喜怒无常…
I like it when people joke, but not if they act like it’s okay to do it so harshly to the point where people can be offended. Don’t you need a little break,too? Not everyone will take that extra minute to try to get to know you…
Same place, same time, different turns.
Two days in a roll. Went to mall, came home, checked facebook, “XXX” was there, but I didn’t see them. Since they don’t live close to me, so it’d be really nice if I actually see them unexpectedly, but it could be one turn, one store, one minute, so we missed.
October 2011
9 posts
I regret spending time trying to explain something to someone that doesn’t even care. Taking something seriously when they are probably just bored and trying to kill time. Hehe, not only do I feel stupid, it was also a waste of my time. And being friends with someone is more than just being friendly, you know? It’s also about willingness, caringness, and the feeling you get when you...
GIFFF
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It's never too late to start from now.
I always tell myself to study hard. I care about my grade a lot. But I am human, there are times when I do get lazy and I am definitely not working hard enough right now. I’ve been slacking off for a month… Which also leads to a realization once in awhile to bring me back on track again. I hope this time I will stay, or at least stay longer. Thinking about go out and have fun with...
The small thing that makes me really happy today is I finally got the interlake hoodie I want :D ahh, although it seems like everyone has it, still, school spirit&warm!
打出来只是为了发泄 其实不是真的想要安慰 虽然看起来是如此.
我不想和正快乐的人分享痛苦 他们或许怜悯 但不真的懂 所以何必呢？
总有那么几天 心情会好差 眼泪几度都想流下 觉得好委屈 我该怎么办？
人生往往那么矛盾 做不到的 还没做到的 得不到的 永远得不到的
心里咆哮因为痛 因为不服气 还是因为一个我自己也讲不出的原因…
人应该要乐观 但该偶尔让自己松懈那种紧绷 该散去的 何必锁在心中？
不了解 需要时间 不投机 却只有无能为力 好多东西都只是运气不是吗？
后悔 了 又何必 呢……
After school today, this guy asked a girl to homecoming by asking like 10 other dudes to dress in their underwears, LOL.. Everyone was just watching.. It was so funny and cute! That girl was so lucky :O
Lots of ups and downs in just one day..开心的,生气的,郁闷的, 惊讶的,etc… Nervous but also exciting about tomorrow. SAT prep class @newport high school with my buchi haha and job interview @Cozy bubble tea! Good night !
Anonymous asked: That's a beautiful picture. Like the tree grew there knowing that one day you would come along and pose by it.
September 2011
7 posts
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I hate it when you are telling me what I have to do before I can do something else. I hate being told to do something that I am already doing. Like are you serious?! Because I am gonna go hang out with my friends, so you think I will slack off on my homework? I’ve been doing school works with the way I am comfortable with for all these years. I don’t mind you telling me off/ warn me if...
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“Frankly speaking, you don’t deserve to be loved if you are unwilling to do...”
I am like addicted to this app :D haha.
Got our licenses renewed today! It was interesting. My mom hates going out with me now. First, it was two days ago where we were locked out of the car while getting gas, and today I spilled her coffee at the licensing place, so I had to go ask for a mop… It was so embarrassing . hahha. But an hour of waiting didn’t seem that long with fruit ninja and this gif app :D
Getting used to something isn’t that hard, the challenge is how are you gonna learn to love it. I’ve always wanted my life to be one way, but it seems like it’s never going that direction…It’s sad watching others getting what I want along the way. I am not really jealous, or maybe a little, just wondering when will I get it,too. It’s either my own problem, or...
BIGGEST JOKE EVER. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
August 2011
5 posts
jet lag is not that bad, what’s bad is my parents are trying to help me get rid of it as soon as possible by not letting me sleep as much as I want until it’s night time. I couldn’t even open my eyes ;o