郁闷到一种程度 却不知道可以跟谁发泄 悲哀的终极也不过如此吧… There is no one I can tell how I feel anymore. The old people are living their lives, I don’t know how to interrupt w/o bringing them troubles; with the new people, they all have their goals set up in life and may be busy… Who can I go to ? Sigh… One thing I really hate about myself, even if I regret something, and I might be able to save it somehow, I just don’t try my best or don’t try at all, because 我要面子……
